I'm totally bummed since I got not one but three rejections today on different jobs. Of course, I did get a call to set up an interview for a job I applied for 2 weeks ago so we'll see how that goes. I also have an interview set up for Friday morning but will probably have to cancel since you can't get there on public transit. I really need something to break soon and I do mean soon. Madeline is getting increasingly pessimistic about money and nothing I do seems to bring her out of it. Right now all I really want to do is go back home to Wyoming. Can't even figure out why I had to give up everything and come out here. I know there was a reason but I don't see what it was and now I don't have money or anything like that to show for it.
Okay, since this is just for me I can admit, I'm scared, depressed and just want to curl up somewhere and cry. I don't know what else to do that I'm not doing. Maybe if Josh and I start buying lottery tickets after we get money (he gets paid this week and I can sell some stock next week) we'll win and have lots of money. I know the first I'll do when I win the lottery is move back to Wyoming.
My prayer/affirmation right now is, I have the financial security to retire in Cheyenne, Wyoming right now in this perfect, present moment.
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